A couple weeks ago, I checked off an item on my college bucket list: I read my poetry out loud in public for the first time at UNC Wordsmithsâ love poetry open mic, âLove Potions,â which was hosted in honor of Valentineâs Day.
Being in front of a microphone can be kind of scary, especially when youâre about to share an intimate part of yourself with a room full of strangers and acquaintances. It also felt kind of cheesy â the whole âprofessing your love to the worldâ thing â and I didnât want my poem or my feelings for the person that the poem was about to come across as superficial or clichĂ©.
All the poets were expected to give a short introduction before performing â what their interests in poetry were, how their piece was related to love (or anti-love) and who it was about. Some poets had explored relationships as a general concept, while others â including myself â read poems about specific individuals in their lives. For the first time since the start of our relationship, I felt dubious about using the word âboyfriendâ to refer to the person whoâd inspired me to write my poem, simply because heâs much more than that in my mind. Though Iâd always called him âmy boyfriendâ before, for once, it didnât feel like enough.
So when it was my time, I went up to the front of the room and gave my spiel: âThis poem is about my partner,â â I let the unexpected word slip out, pointing to his slightly flushed but smiling face in the crowd â âAndrew. I never really wrote poetry before I met you, so thank you for that. And I love you.â
Cue the âAwww.â
It was the inevitable reaction, but instead feeling embarrassed, I felt proud. Iâd never used the word âpartnerâ before to describe Andrew, but it seemed fitting. And it gave me enough confidence to read my poem out loud in front of an audience, to reveal the vulnerabilities that come with being in love.
After open mic was over and we were walking back to my car, Andrew said heâd noticed that Iâd called him my partner, and that he liked it a lot. Weâve started calling each other this neologism on a regular basis, and now, we use it more often than almost any other form of endearment.
For those of you who are in a romantic relationship (and even for those who are not), Iâve learned a few major reasons why using the word âpartnerâ is so much better than âboy/girlfriendâ:
1) Itâs not as annoying as âbaby,â âhoneybun,â âsweetnessâ or â lol â âcupcake,â and itâs not a mouthful like âsignificant other.
Unfortunately, there is somewhat of a stigma surrounding couples, romance and PDA â even verbal PDA. Case in point:
Ambiguous Couple: *rubs noses together and murmurs things like, âBabe, youâre a thief. You know why? âCause you stole my heart.â
Third-wheelinâ friend: âThat is just disgusting. This is what I mean when I say yâall are too cheesy.â
Partner 1 with a grin: âWould you like some wine with that cheese?â
Friend: âI want that cheese to GET OUT OF THE ROOM!â*
Oops. The good news is, you can totally use the word âpartnerâ in different ways without having your friends make puking noises. For instance: âI love you, partner!â âYouâre the best partner in the whole world!â âThis is my partner! Weâve been dating for X months.â On a scale from Significant Other to Sugar Cupcake, itâs pretty neutral in terms of verbal PDA level. Itâs affectionate, yet not obnoxiously so. Itâs not too serious, but itâs serious enough for steady couples to feel like their relationship means something more than just a fling. Itâs not just a sweet nothing.
2) Itâs inclusive.
Weâll never be confused again about whether someoneâs talking about their âgirlfriend,â as in the girl who is just a friend, or their girlfriend â a female romantic partner. One could argue that the word âpartnerâ might refer to a co-worker or a member of some group project, but that seems less likely depending on the context of the situation.
Additionally, both people who are in heterosexual and same-sex relationships can use the word âpartner.â We no longer have to assume whether someone is straight or not, and though I canât speak for the LGBTQ community, the word âpartnerâ is an option out there for those who may feel more comfortable using it. And honestly, if weâre striving to become a more progressive and accepting society, does it really matter what the gender of your significant other is?
And on that noteâŠ
3) It emphasizes the relationship rather than gender and sex.
The word âpartnerâ encompasses everything that makes a healthy, mutual relationship so wonderful. Boyfriend/girlfriend. Lover. Best friend. All of that. The person I wrote my poem about is not just someone Iâm attracted to physically and emotionally, but also my dearest friend and biggest cheerleader. Our relationship is more than just a romance, and it was important for me to express that on open mic night.
Rather than focusing on whether or not your significant other is a boy or a girl, âpartnerâ indicates that you two are a couple thatâs mutually committed to one another in multiple ways. Although sex may be a major factor in preserving romantic interests, itâs definitely not the only thing makes a relationship successful. The word âpartnerâ honors that.
At first, you might feel weird calling each other âmy partnerâ during introductions, and even weirder saying things like, âI love you, partner!â instead of âI love you, babe!â And obviously, itâs not entirely necessary to correct people when they ask, âOh, is this your boyfriend?â by saying, âThis is my partner, thanks.â The word âpartnerâ could just be a term that you and whoever youâre in a relationship with use between each other.
So the next time you feel the urge to use a moniker like âhoney,â âbabe,â or âlove,â try casually slipping the word âpartnerâ in its place. See what the reaction is, and since good communication facilitates a transparent relationship, talk about how that word makes you feel. If there are good vibes, consider integrating the word slowly into your list of endearing names. If not, though, at least you tried something new. But in my experience, it can be surprising how just one word can help to strengthen a relationship. The more you call each other âpartner,â the more likely you are to view each other as such.
*This example may or may not be fictitious.