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portrait of a ladyÂ
bury my hands in your hairÂ
luscious and thick andÂ
flowing like your skinÂ
creamy and soft andÂ
glowing like your faceÂ
smiling and open andÂ
warm like your bodyÂ
Â
slide my palm down your thighÂ
tear off the last piece of fabric that divides usÂ
press my body into yoursÂ
soft and fullÂ
like your mouth on mineÂ
my tongue on yoursÂ
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our bodies are a tangled beautiful heapÂ
you are the closest you’ve ever beenÂ
and somehow it’s still not enoughÂ
your hands all over my bodyÂ
i press against youÂ
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tingles, sparks,Â
they jump,Â
they zing all up my limbs and skin and soulÂ
my god, so much skinÂ
it is beautifulÂ
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i know your body nowÂ
i know by memory, by the tips of my fingersÂ
and when we kiss we are two and then oneÂ
and our two bodies are oneÂ
and we are together and we are forever and we are nowÂ
and we will never endÂ
and my fingers lead right into yours and then right back to mine and we are a
maze of pleasure and sensations and loveÂ
and then i know that i love you because there is no other wayÂ
i know that i love you because you areÂ
in this moment we areÂ
i am, you are, meÂ
and everything becomes usÂ
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until the bedroom door SWINGS open and my motherÂ
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screamsÂ
criesÂ
Â
shock
horrorÂ
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a girl,Â
a girlÂ
Â
two girlsÂ
in oneÂ
Â
one girlÂ
with anotherÂ
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you are a memory again
and my body craves for
youÂ
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Anonymous Submission, for the Trans Solidarity Fundraiser