Always looking for more
But receiving less in return
Closed in emotions that
Don’t want to be seen
Echos that don’t want to be heard
Fighting this battle constantly
Ghosting friends no where in sight
Hangovers through the night
I declare what’s right
Just let me be the free,
Kindred spirit who takes flight
Learning to love herself is harder than
Memorizing words and distractions
Nevertheless,
Only once you can break my heart, and
Put the pieces back together but you failed, so I
Quietly listen to you while the tears
Roll back in my eyes
Stopping me from doing something I will regret
Trusting you again is not an option, but an
Ultimatum you gave me with no comparison, and it
Very much annoys the hell out of me
With rage and confusion, I take
Xanax to ease this pain
You put here uncomfortably, and then it
Zaps away