To my old best friends,
God, I miss y’all. It has probably been years since I’ve talk to most of you, but please don’t think that you don’t cross my mind. We drifted away in high school. I spent my time trying to please others, whether it be my family or my other friends, while y’all continued to be yourselves.
Whenever I’m on social media, and I see that you’re living and enjoying life it brings me joy. I still love seeing you succeed. I love that you just bought a new car, all by yourself. I love that you’re getting married to the love of your life. I love that you got to see your favorite band in concert again. I’m always rooting for you!
I do wish we can talk again. I wish we could catch up on all the years we missed out on each other. I could come over and we can watch our favorite horror movies, even though I still hate horror movies, but you love them. I’d tell you all the dumb things I’ve done that you didn’t talk me out of. I’ll tell you about all the boys I’ve dated, and the times I got my heart broken.
I just wish I wasn’t afraid to talk to you. I’m scared of the fact that we grew up and maybe grew apart. We might have nothing in common anymore or you may not want anything to do with me. But maybe, you might feel the same way and we could be friends again.
Whatever happens, even if we never talk again, or just go out one more time and catch up, I’m always hoping for the best for you and I hope you want the same for me.
Sincerely,
Your old Bff