Troian Bellisario wrapped up her seven-season run on Pretty Little Liars in June, but sheâs not slowing down. The actress just released her feature film Feed, which she wrote, produced and starred in. Although Troian has been working on the movie since before PLL began, she revealed during her Her Conference 2017 keynote that she actually wrote the original script in a week.
Troianâs father, who made his mark on the industry as a television producer, told her to always be creating her own workâeven if she was talented enough and lucky enough to be successful as an actress. Thinking about all the things she wanted to do in her career, Troian used her status as a cinephile as inspiration. She wanted to make her own movie and write about something personal to herâsomething that could help others going through the same experience.
âSo that was really where the impetus for Feed came from. It was really me imagining how I could sort of steer my own ship and tell my own story in a way and take control over my life,â she explained.
After coming up with the concept for the film, which is drawn from her own battle with an eating disorder, Troian wrote the original script for Feed in a week, and she said, âIt was by no means good.â She just needed to get it all out on paper.
Troian had never written a script before, so she passed copies to her friends and family for feedback, and the film went through many drafts in the five-and-a-half years she spent rewriting it.
Troian found it hard to take anything out of the story since Feed was so personal to her. âEvery single thing that I included in it was important to me, was painful or reminded me of somebody else that I met along the way. So to cut it out was heartbreaking.â Ultimately, working with director (and Troianâs college friend) Tommy Bertelsenâwho viewed the script as a script rather than a âbeating heartââkept her narrative in check because, unlike Troian, he hadnât been through the experience of having an eating disorder and wasnât personally attached to the memories sheâd included.
Troian questioned whether she would want to tackle subject matter that hit so close to home again after doing press for the film last week. ââWould you really want to do this again?ââ she asked herself. âAs much as Iâm like, âI wouldnât want to take Feed back, and Iâm so grateful for it.â But would I rush headlong again into the experience of putting out something thatâs so personal or speaking so openly and so vulnerably about something that I still continue to struggle with? I donât know if I would.â
Sheâs never saying never, but for now, sheâs focused on proving that sheâs not a âone-trick ponyâ (she mightâve mentioned something about wanting to play a 50-year-old space-traveling cowboy). Hey, if sheâs in it, Iâm watching!