it was a glorious, fleeting moment
when you came up the stairs
you were early.
I wasn’t even awake when you called.
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you remind me of
iced coffee
and rain,
warm blankets
and long car rides.
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to the untrained eye,
you are quiet-
reserved.
although tall,
you tuck yourself away.
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twisted but soft,
the dark around you is not solid black,
curtained by shades of ebony,
like a shield,
you protect yourself.
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but I see you
even with my blind eyes
my vision is keen
I see you.
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in between bowls of cinnamon Life
and raspberry iced tea,
in between the line for Guitar Center,
and flying and falling on a swing,
I see your honey eyes
and I hear your laughter.
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it would be simple to say
“you aren’t like others”
but that’s stupid.
and you aren’t simple,
but neither am I
it’s the distinct complexities
that create such a compliment
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people like compliments,
getting them,
and people like to give, too
their opinions.
but you don’t care.
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a type of whirlwind–
you do as you please
almost carelessly,
effortlessly.
a considerable middle finger
to everybody’s expectations.
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but never truly carelessly.
you care.
every detail matters,
you pay attention
nothing goes unnoticed.
everything gets captured in your lens.
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including me.Â
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every time caught in a downpour
every lyric screamed in a car ride
every smirk, every wink, every yawn.
you saw me.
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it was a glorious, fleeting moment
when you kissed me good-byeÂ
you were early.
but I was awake,Â
and I watched as the train took you away.