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I am scared that we are losing the thread of what it means to be alive. The real and the artificial are no longer opposites, but a tangled knot we cannot untie. Every day, we drift further from what is raw and unfiltered, choosing instead what is optimized, packaged, and polished to meet a standard we didn’t set. We’ve swapped authenticity for convenience, depth for speed, and in doing so, traded a life of significance for one of simulations. I am scared we no longer recognize the difference between what is real and what is only made to seem real.

I am scared of the stillness we’ve abandoned. Boredom—once a gentle pause, a fertile ground for thought and wonder—has become the enemy. We treat it as a void that must be filled, a defect to be corrected with endless streams of entertainment. Now, every quiet moment is a battleground where our attention is fought for—where the next notification, video, or headline wins. I am scared we’ve lost the ability to sit with ourselves, to embrace the uncomfortable spaces where creativity and self-awareness are born. In avoiding the quiet, we are losing our sense of who we are.

I am scared that the connection is no longer connected at all. What we call “connecting” has been reduced to pings and pixels, completely hollow of what it once meant. I am scared that in sharing memes, clicking “like,” and curating flawless profiles, we are forgetting how to share ourselves. We have become digital projections—avatars of what we want others to see—while the messy, imperfect, human versions of ourselves are left behind, unseen and unspoken. I am scared we’ve convinced ourselves this is closeness, even as it pulls us farther apart.

I am scared of how this digital age is erasing the world itself. Once, the spaces we inhabited told stories. Buildings bore the marks of time, the texture of lives lived. Now, I see landscapes smoothed into sameness—sterile, sleek, and soulless, designed for efficiency, not humanity. I am scared of walking through cities where history has been replaced with glass and metal, where progress is measured by what we demolish instead of what we preserve. These spaces, stripped of imperfection, are losing their soul. The fingerprints of the past are being wiped away, and with them, the essence of what makes a place feel alive.

I am scared that even our memories are being rewritten. The moments we once cherished—a conversation, a laugh, a sunset—are now reduced to content. We film, edit, filter, and share, not for the experience itself but for the approval it might bring. I am scared we’ve started to live for the sake of capturing, that we are losing the ability to simply be in a moment without performing it. In trying to preserve every second, we are diluting their meaning, turning life into a highlight reel that feels hollow in its perfection.

I am scared of the systems pulling the strings behind the scenes. Algorithms decide what we see, what we want, and who we should be. They shape our desires, our opinions, even our identities, often without us realizing it. I am scared of how easily we surrender to these invisible forces, letting them guide our lives in ways we don’t fully understand. What we consume consumes us, and I am scared of how deeply this quiet manipulation has seeped into our minds, leaving us hungry for more but never satisfied.

I am scared of the way we’ve turned ourselves into products. Every word we type, every photo we post, every click we make is data to be mined, analyzed, and sold. I am scared that we are willingly giving away the most intimate parts of ourselves to systems that see us not as people, but as patterns and numbers. Our identities have become commodities, traded for convenience and connection, yet leaving us feeling more disconnected than ever.

I am scared we are forgetting how to be present. A conversation without distractions feels like a luxury; a day without screens, an anomaly. I am scared we no longer know how to look someone in the eye without the pull of a device or to sit in shared silence without discomfort. The constant hum of the digital world has replaced the hum of life, and I am scared of what we’ve sacrificed in the process—true intimacy, undivided attention, the simple joy of being wholly with someone.

I am scared the noise will never stop. That the onslaught of information—Tweets, texts, updates, ads—will drown out the quiet voice inside us all. I am scared of a future where we can no longer hear ourselves think, where the digital replaces not just our time but our inner lives. The relentless feed demands our attention, and in giving it, I am scared we’re losing the ability to ask, “What do I truly want? Who am I beyond all of this?”

I am scared we are becoming strangers to ourselves. The digital age has given us tools to craft and curate identities, but I wonder: are they ours anymore? We adjust, we edit, we filter, until the truth is buried beneath layers of performance. I am scared that in trying to meet the expectations of a world that never sleeps, we are forgetting who we are when no one is watching.

I am scared of the illusion that this is progress. That in our race toward the future, we are leaving behind the very things that make life worth living. The warmth of a handwritten letter. The power of a touch. The beauty of a story told, not posted. I am scared of a world where human connection is reduced to algorithms, where meaning is measured in likes, and where living becomes just another form of consumption.

I am scared I will forget what is real. That the vibrant, messy, imperfect beauty of life will slip away, replaced by the cold glow of screens and the empty promise of endless more. I am scared that in this digital age, I will lose the ability to truly connect, to truly feel, to truly live.

Hi, my name is Rowan Ellis-Rissler and I am a journalist for HER Campus at CU Boulder. Born and raised in Boulder, I have cultivated a profound passion for journalism, driven by a desire to connect deeply with people and places around the globe. My academic pursuits are rooted in a dual major in Journalism and Political Science, complemented by a minor in Business Management. Outside the classroom, I am actively engaged in the CU cycling team as a mountain biker and the CU freeride team as a skier. My enthusiasm for the outdoors extends to a significant commitment to photography, where I seek to capture the world through a compelling lens. My professional aspiration is to become a photojournalist or broadcast journalist, channels through which I can combine my love for storytelling with my dedication to making a meaningful impact. I strive to craft narratives that evoke genuine emotions and foster a sense of connection, aiming to help individuals feel less isolated in an ever-evolving world.