If youâve ever been one of those people who experienced first semester freshman year and thought I donât know⊠maybe college isnât for me.., just know that youâre not alone in your quest to find a perfect college experience. I originally attended the University of Kentucky and while I loved the campus, it simply wasnât the right college for me. I found myself watching my friendsâ Snapchat and Instagram stories and pondering why I wasnât having as fun of a time as them. Was I doing something wrong? Am I too antisocial? Have I made a terrible mistake by picking this college? All of these questions and more ran through my head and caused me to have a lot of self-doubt.
Itâs at this point that Iâd like to mention that I wish I had an article out there to read that gave advice on going through the transfer process. Itâs hard to go through something that almost zero of your friends are going through, and even harder to re-transition to a new environment. I felt like I had failed myself, my parents and my friends, by not being as happy as everyone wouldâve liked for me to be. I felt like I failed at âcollege-ing.â
It came to be October of my freshman year (two months in), and I remember calling up my mom to tell her I applied to transfer to Kent State. I was so excited– Iâd be leaving this place that never felt like home and making new memories somewhere else! But, when I asked my mom how she felt, Â she responded with âWe just want you to be happy. If your happiness isnât there, then, of course, we support you find it elsewhere.â Hearing her say that was like having someone slap me with a brick. I was being so hard on myself for transferring, but why? Below Iâve listed five things that wouldâve helped to hear back then, for anyone who may need to hear it now
- Donât compare your college experience to others.
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This is one of the hardest things to stop yourself from doing. Half the time that I was comparing my college experience to othersâ, I didnât even know I was comparing my college experience to othersâ. This is where I wish I had taken a break from social media– not because I didnât want to see how much fun my friends were having, but because I didnât want to feel worse about the terrible time I was having. And yet, when my friends posted Snapchats of their fun college parties and hangouts, I still eagerly clicked on them to see what I mustâve been missing out on. I wanted to know where my amazing college experience was, and I was confused as to why it didnât happen right away (like it seemed to for everyone else).
- Do what makes you happy.
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I remember one time I was at a party with some of my friends from back home. Someone at the party mentioned how disappointed my parents must be for me to be transferring. They implied that I was ârunning homeâ and couldnât handle some part of school. Whatâs important to note is that anyone who is criticizing your actions likely doesnât know the whole story. In this case, the person didnât know where Iâd be living, didnât know what Iâd be studying and didnât know why my previous college hadnât worked out for me. Some people may search for a fault in everything you do, but the reality of the situation is that youâre taking control of your own life. Itâs important to admire the honesty youâve had with yourself.
- Look forward to the future and donât stay stuck in the past.
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When I was transferring, I was so focused on what could go wrong instead of what could go right. My negative college experience had made me worried that this stress would continue for four more years. Thinking about all the memories I was about to make at Kent State wouldâve kept me optimistic for the future. Luckily, my outlook changed once I saw my dorm room at Kent and my new college experience started to feel more real
- Understand that there will be good and bad days, no matter where you are.
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In a world where there is a lot of pressure to be living your best life 24/7, it sucks to feel like you donât have everything together. No matter what college youâre at, no matter what dorm you stay in, no matter how terrible or amazing your roomie is– there are going to be tough days everywhere. These tough days are what makes the good ones extra special. My mom always said âIf college isnât the hardest work youâve ever done, and the best time youâve ever had, then something is wrong.â It just goes to show that itâs not all rainbows and sunshine in college (although when you find the place youâre happy at, it gets much better).
- Talk to the ones you love the most.
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Itâs easy to not want to share your experience with your friends who are having a blast. However, theyâre your friends for a reason. Opening up to your siblings, parents and besties about what youâve been going through will reassure you that youâre not alone–even though it doesnât feel like that. FaceTime your ride-or-die and talk to them!