Protip: don’t let your friends go abroad.
When she says she’s thinking about going abroad
When she tells you that she got into the program she wanted
When she posts on social media about how excited she is
“I’m going abroad!”
When she asks why you’re sad
When she says she’s excited to leave when though you’re not going with her
When she texts you about it
When she says she’ll pack you in her suitcase
When you say something about next semester and she reminds you that she won’t be here
When she talks about everything she’s going to do without you abroad
When she starts talking about it but you ignore her to avoid thinking about the human sized hole in your heart
When she accuses you of not being happy for her
Whenever she mentions what country she’s going to
Eating your feelings like
As soon as she says “when I’m abroad…”
Her thinking about next semester vs. you
What’s so great about that country anyway??
How you’ll feel until she comes back
Your last few nights together
When she says she’ll miss you but you’re still salty
When she starts thinking that she can’t do it
How you secretly feel
When she starts doubting if she’s ready to go
When you start feeling the tears coming
When you know that she’s going to learn so much about herself accomplish something so great
Saying bye
How you feel when you send her off
Thinking about when you’ll be reunited