It was the lockdown of 2020âwhen everyone was quarantined in their homes, so were we. Except they were in the cities, and I was in my hometown countryside homeâfar away from the hustle and bustle. For once, during that time, we felt safer in the middle of nowhere. But the countryside and jungles also meant snakes and scorpions.
Nobody knew what to do with so much spare time in their homesâtrying out Zoom classes and discovering different sides of existence. But I was fortunate enough not to be bored, as the house had a lot of wildness yet to be uncovered.
One such fine day (I think it was eveningâwhen everyone was out on the terrace or in the lawn, finally outside after being indoors all day), I went to the bathroom. I was in a bit of a hurry, so I got down to business right away. I was done and about to leave when I saw something inside the commode. As I slowly came closer and peeped in, the hair on the back of my neck stood up. I stared in horrorâthere was a big scorpion sitting right there, perfectly still!
I screamed, and in no time, everyone came running into the bathroom, alarmed. I pointed at the scorpion, still baffled and frozen. I almost collapsed in shockâwondering, terrifyingly, if it had bitten me and I hadnât noticed!
But there was no sign of pain or even a bite mark. I heaved a sigh of relief. My dad rushed in with a long twig, carried the scorpion on it and left it on the terrace so it could run away. We took tons of photos of it before it did, though. It was a ride – an unforgettable experience of lockdown era
It also got me thinking. How scared we are of animals, of things we don’t understand. They do what they do, in self defence. And this scorpion could have too, perhaps – if it had perceived danger. But it didnâtâand I wouldâve never noticed it if I hadnât looked.
How many tiny, seemingly insignificant yet purposeful creatures have we crushed under the weight of human ego? And what if something bigger than our ego perceives us as insignificantâjust as we perceive small animals?
Why should we stand in the path of those who don’t interfere in ours? Have we not also robbed animals of their habitats? What right do we have, then, to complain when they find their way into our homesâa manmade shelter built on their destroyed habitat?
Humankind was one with them once, one with nature because we are all part of it. But what happens when we perceive ourselves to be different, better than the rest, just because we are âthe most intelligent speciesâ? Wars, calamitiesâwe canât even live in peace among ourselves. Whatâs the use of this so-called human-level intellect, then?
My brother jokingly remarked, after the incident: âA scorpio (yes, that’s ironically my zodiac sign) got scared of a scorpion!â And yes, perhaps we all go into a sort of fight-or-flight mode when confronted with things that trigger usâthings that mirror our own reflection. So much so that we canât even spare a scorpionâor, if thatâs too extreme, a spider or cockroach that wanders into our bathroom, not knowing where else to go. In my case, I can’t stand lizards. But even then, I beg my father not to shoot them with his airgunâback at our countryside home, where every creepy-crawly finds its path, one way or anotherâbecause this was their home first.
I implore you to explore your surroundingsâand look out for those who existed long before us, and will likely remain long after. You may not think much of the spider you kill, but perhaps ponder – do you really have to kill it? Or can the same purpose – of getting rid of it – be served with a gentler option? Here are two short poems that absolutely have my heart, regarding this very topic:
âShe asks me to kill the spider.
Instead, I get the most
peaceful weapons I can find.
I take a cup & a napkin,
I catch the spider, put it outside
and allow it to walk away.
If I am ever caught in the wrong place at the wrong time, just being alive and not bothering anyone
I hope I am greeted
with the same kind
of mercyâ
– @rudyfrancisco
âAnd God,
please let the deer
on the highway
get some kind of heaven.
Something with tall soft grass
and sweet reunion.
Let the moths in porch lights
go some place
with a thousand suns,
that taste like sugar
and get swallowed whole.
May the mice
in oil and glue
have forever dry, warm fur
and full bellies.
If I am killed
for simply living,
let death be kinder
than man.â
– Althea Davis
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