TW: Discussions of Body Image and Eating Disorder Content
Tumblr in 2013/2014 was a weird place. I was in the eighth grade when I first started using Tumblr. Back then, the site was in its heyday, filled with different âcliquesâ of people posting the kinds of things they were interested in. I was particularly into the âsoft-grungeâ side of Tumblr, filling my account with images of girls in black skinny jeans, drinking black coffee and reading poetry books (yes, cringe, I know). However, the kinds of images being posted were often of women who were much smaller than I was at the time. Although this wasnât necessarily a bad thing, I did find myself starting to question the way I looked and felt about myself.Â
This is when I found out about a more damaging side of tumblr called âthinspoâ or âpro-anaâ. At the time, if you searched those things you could find thousands of images of girls with thigh gaps and flat stomachsâqualities I began to think of as achievable for my own body. Achievable, that is, if I followed the rules of âpro-anaâ Tumblr. Many of these rules involve behaviours that closely resemble those of an eating disorder. Tumblr has since limited these pages, but they were up long enough for thousands of womenâincluding myselfâto interact with them in ways that still affect us today.Â
Being on TikTok as a 21 year old woman, Iâve seen tons of amazing contentâa lot of which is body positive. Sometimes though, Iâll come across videos named things like âWhat I Eat in a Dayâ which normalize eating almost nothing as healthy behaviour. Iâve also seen girls posting videos of themselves where many of the comments say things like, âWell, I guess Iâm not eating today.â These comments receive thousands of likes. Seeing media like this brings me back to my young, impressionable 13 year old self. If Iâd been on TikTok at this age, maybe I too wouldâve been writing self-deprecating comments. Although TikTok has claimed they do not allow content which promotes unhealthy eating habits, these videos are still available to view on the app.Â
I think this sparks an important conversation about the kind of content young people can access and how it should be limited. It’s important TikTok recognizes that there is in fact plenty of content which promotes disordered eating habits, and that itâs often seen by hundreds of thousands of people. Additionally, itâs important to refrain from removing content which may discuss eating disorders, but in a way that is framed as recovery or body positivity. TikTok is a great place for creativity and freedom, but the app needs to do better for young women who may be influenced by its damaging content. The thinspo era of Tumblr should have been over long ago, and all I can hope is that it doesnât repeat itself for a new generation of young girls.Â