During one of my shadowing experiences, I observed a doctor who, upon receiving a call about a patient at a neighboring hospital, reacted with frustration that seemed atypical for a professional setting. After the call, we quickly traveled to the hospital, where he efficiently addressed the situation at hand. Later that day, he openly shared his qualms about the medical field, telling me how his job frustrations had seeped into his passion and that he no longer recommended pursuing a career in medicine due to its increasing corporatization. I wasn’t new to perspectives like these from medical professionals I had worked with or shadowed. In fact, others had similar concerns about the lengthy education and training. One doctor expressed, “I don’t believe you should pursue any career that takes so long just to reach where everyone else already is.” They emphasized the personal sacrifices, long hours, and the growing administrative burden, which, in their view, had taken away from the core purpose of medicine—caring for patients.
However, this was only one side of the story. While shadowing, I met other doctors who are deeply passionate about the work they do. One particular doctor left a lasting impression on me when she claimed, “It’s the best profession in the world.” This stance was evident in the way she approached her work and how she went to her clinic every day with a genuine love for every hour she spent there. Her enthusiasm for her patients and healthcare serves as a vital reminder of the profound impact medicine can have, despite its challenges.
Seeing both the frustrations some doctors have with the evolving nature of medicine and the unwavering passion many hold has given me a more comprehensive view of the path that lies ahead. Rather than making me anxious, these varying views have only reinforced my passion for pursuing a career in medicine.
I’ve also come to realize that the work environment plays a crucial role in shaping a doctor’s experience. From my time shadowing and working as a medical scribe, I have observed how different settings, such as larger hospitals and smaller clinics, can significantly impact a physician’s outlook. In larger hospitals, the pace is often more intense, and physicians may face additional pressures from administrative demands. For some, this environment fuels the sense that medicine has become more about management than patient care. In smaller clinics, I’ve seen doctors who find a closer connection with their patients, building long-term relationships and engaging in more personalized care.
These experiences have deepened my understanding of the diverse ways doctors navigate their careers and have shown me how the setting in which one practices can greatly influence their perception of the profession. I have listened closely to advice from both sides, and it has helped me enter this journey with a balanced understanding. Ultimately, I find myself more confident than ever in my decision to pursue the medical path. My passion for women’s health has only solidified this resolve, as I am deeply committed to making a tangible difference in the lives of women through healthcare, advocacy, and education.