When I came to college from northern California, I was picturing having the ultimate “southern California experience.” I even made a whole Pinterest board about it. Well, by the end of my second year, I’d been to the beach maybe 4 times, and most of the time I never even went in the water. Most beach trips consisted of nighttime bonfires, walking along Balboa Island, or dipping toes in the water for photoshoots. But once quarantine happened, and I was pushed back into my house for months with nothing to do, I decided that once I could I was finally going to actualize my idea of living the ‘so-cal life.’ When things started opening up again after lockdown, I reached out to a friend who I knew surfed, and we made plans to head out to the water.
I grew up competitively swimming, so I thought I would pick up surfing pretty naturally. Boy, was I wrong. The first moments out in the water, I learned pretty quickly that nothing can prepare someone for paddling out on an 8-foot hunk of fiberglass, battling waves, getting thrown off again and again, and having to keep going.On my first day I didn’t even catch a wave.
I would helplessly paddle out, just to fall over once I got on my feet again. Or, I would just ride in on my stomach the whole time, too freaked out to stand.
Fortunately for me, I had an encouraging group of people around me ready to push me back out onto the water once I fell off. And by my second time out on the water, I actually rode my first wave. Some people out in the water actually cheered me on after watching me fall for the past 2 hours prior. It was an amazing experience.
Now, three months later, I strap my own board onto the roof of my tiny car and drive out 50 minutes to Huntington to surf almost twice a week. The biggest challenge for me wasn’t paddling out, standing up, or catching a wave, instead, it was simply going for it! Sitting at home for three months during COVID taught me a lot about not being able to go for anything other than a 30-minute nature walk once a day. But picking up surfing has taught me that simply having the courage to ‘go for it,” whether it’s a wave or an internship, pursuing a passion or a guy, courage goes a long way.
And now when I’m out on the waves, though I may not be too great at surfing yet, I always feel grateful for the experience of surfing and all that it’s taught me. Now go for it! Whatever “it” may be.